Back in April, I wrote about going to clinic and discovering that my CD4 was 420. My doctor and I decided to do a new CD4 and Viral Load blood test which was done.
On July 28th, I went for my due appointment and my CD4 result was 712, am presently awaiting the result of my Viral Load. Now I know that this is not my doing but the Almighty God Jesus Christ because am not on medication. This has open my heart more to draw closer to Jesus Christ and to know Him better Spiritually. When I received that phone call from my former employee that day I now fully understand that it was Jesus Christ talking to me when she said “Kerry don’t worry, I know that you love to worry.”
At the time if I was at the Spiritual level that I am now I would interpret it has my lord saying to me “Am here for you believe on me”. But at that time even though I talk about Jesus Christ passionately and lovingly I still never know Him Spiritually.
My Spiritual Walk With God
In June the guy I fell in love with over the internet told me that he is married, we have been corresponding 17 months. I was so distraught because I thought he was my hope, but I was living in the Natural at that time. So during my bleeding heart I was told by my Pastor mentor after discussing it in devotion, that I should go on Seven days Fasting because what has happen is a trial. This is the first time I have ever FAST and this is when my Spiritual Walk with God began.
My Spirituality started and I was able to understand what God promises meant and that they are true. Then I find myself having Theme for the week, my first Theme was “I need a Touch from you Jesus”. I went to church and my life was transformed. A song was singing about having Jesus Christ as our Joy, then I started remembering all that I went through. This is when I started jumping and shouting “Thank You Jesus it is you that carried me through my 13 years of bondage.” In service that day I was dancing and rejoicing. That is when I started to see the awesomeness of the God I serve.
Bible Study is an important factor into a Christian Life. “How many of us really see the importance of it and seeing it the way our Heavenly Father want us to?”
On July 28th, I went to Bible Study and I discovered by the Holy Spirit that these Study Bibles are giving misleading and wrong information. The best Bible Teacher is the Holy Spirit. Before reading your bible ask the Holy Spirit to give you Spiritual Eyes so that you will see the Bible the way our Heavenly Father want you to and not allow the devil to cloud your mind in the Natural.
Once we accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior we are working towards a home in the Spiritual Kingdom. This Spirituality is not for us to jump up and down in church and speaking in tongues without an interpreter. It is for us to know our Heavenly Father, His enemies and what the death of Jesus Christ truly means to us mankind. Once we are able to open our eyes to this reality then we will be like Jesus Christ.
My advice to you stop saying that Christianity is hard. It is a seed planted into our mind by the devil. If you hear your Spiritual family members uttering this, then rebuke the devil and let him know that he is the enemy of Jesus Christ and so he is also yours too.
My brothers and sisters in Christ know who you are and who you belongs to in doing this you will not be lead astray. Remember that our home is not here on earth (Natural) but in the Spiritual were happiness, Peace, Joy and Eternal life awaits.
May Jesus Christ through the Holy Spirit saturate you with His Spiritual Awareness.
Come to me all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30
Hugs, Love and Blessings